Well, i keep getting the _this = _this something and such mixed with each other and arrays, I dont know what they are and variables.
Great! You can be the first one to try out (and give me feedback) on my first tutorial, which deals with this very subject! It's called "All About 'This'", and it can be found here:
http://www.ofpec.com/editors/resource_view.php?id=706Now, from the impression I'm getting of what you know/don't know, I'll give you the following advise: don't worry about writing scripts just yet. For now, focus on using commands in init fields, triggers and waypoints. As you do that, you will get practice with the commands, and you will start to understand the type of language the com ref uses. So for that, you only need the first part of my tutorial, as you will see.
Once you have got init fields and triggers figured out, you will be ready to move onto scripting. Then you'll realize that it really is the same thing you've been doing with triggers/init fields, only a lot more versitile. But anyway, read my tut as far as it tells you to, and let me know if it helps any. ;D