Brrsebs tutorials are the best(i cant give you a link at the mo, sorry), but, be warned its going to take hard work and perseverance....you will probably give up at some point, but if you have the willpower you will come back to it and give it another go.... the rest is experience, once you get thru the 1st painfull moments it gets better, i guarentee you...
Add me to MSN if you really want, and ill give you what advise i can